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Place: home
Mood: calm
Music: Satoshi Ohno- Take me faraway
 
 

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Shaina
11 November 2011 @ 11:11 am
 These are all fanfictions you'll find posted to this journal.
Please feel free to read them and leave me a comment with your thoughts on what you read! I hope you'll like them.
Enjoy reading!





 
Drabbles

Two things better
/// Ryo Nishikido x Tadayoshi Ohkura (Kanjani8) ///
Song for you
/// Tegoshi Yuya x Masuda Takahisa (Tegomass/ NEWS) ///

Oneshots

Secret
/// Nao x Shin (Kagrra,) ///
I'm already there  
/// Nakamaru x Ueda (KAT-TUN) ///
Too Much
Part I and Part II
/// Tegoshi Yuya x Masuda Takahisa (Tegomass/NEWS) ///
Easy Mathematics 
/// Tegoshi Yuya x Masuda Takahisa (Tegomass/NEWS) ///
Innocence 
/// Tegoshi Yuya x Masuda Takahisa (Tegomass/NEWS) ///

 
Multichaptered

Fade into the Background
/// Akanishi Jin x Kamenashi Kazuya (KAT-TUN) ///
| 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 |
First Flashback |
 | 06 | 07 | 08 | 09 | 10 |
| Second Flashback |
| 11 | 12 | 13 |
| 14 | 15 | 16 pt I | 16 pt II |
 

 
For further updates please check GREEN FEELINGS, my writing account! I won't post any fanfictions in this journal anymore from now on!
Thank you very much for your interest in my writing!

 
 
 
Place: home
Mood: amused
Music: me-al art- STAR LIGHT
 
 
Shaina
05 November 2009 @ 06:52 pm
It's not too much, though.
I'm running on quite a high level for more than 12 hours a day and I so wish this was exaggerated, but it isn't at all. I'm trying to get both Uni and collage done, so I'm running from one to the other. Which is not so bad, usually, actually. I mean, that's what Uni is about, right?
The problem is, while I have english all the others are working in arts, as well, so I have to do a looooot of work for arts in my free time, but I also have to do stuff for english.. which is not that much yet.

Seeing how relaxed Kirstens days are and even of those studying arts with me, I am a bit envious. I want to take my time to draw and paint whenever I feel like it, too.
That's most likely the problem with studying arts... it's much more time consuming and needing practise than other subjects I could have chosen from.
I still don't think I took the wrong one.

I will have my term presentation on February 17th. Hopefully, they won't shift the date, since I've booked everything for Japan from the 18th on already. If they'd do, I had a very huge problem.

Otherwise I will just have to work very, very hard until that day. I am barely home, well, I am, actually, but I mostly stay at collage to work at my arts projects until late night and when I come home, I only go to bed, get up at about 6 again and... well, leave for Uni.

Yay for Fridays, I just have to be at Uni at 10 and I won't go to collage after that tomorrow, I will go home.


I will have courses in Art's History on weekends for the next four weeks after that. In the second week of those, I will have a course for arts on weekend as well. I am not quite sure how to manage that, since I have to visit both of them, otherwise I'll fail the courses and with that the semester.
Actually, my parents planned to visit me that weekend.... Won't work now anymore.

It's nt too much, I just have to get used to being busy again. But right now, I feel pretty much exhausted from being concentrated on different things for more than 10 hours a day. But my next months will look exactly like that.
Praise the holy Christmas Time <3



I'm off again to collage to work for a bit more. I need to catch up.
(Just in case you're confused with it: I have English at University and Arts at a Collage, that's why I use different terms)



Much Love to all of you; I'm not around, I just soemtimes check my fpage, but I am thinking of you guys! ^^

Koko kara arukidasou!

 
 
Mood: calm
 
 
Shaina
05 July 2009 @ 10:56 pm

Oh, I know, I know, I'm so spamming you guys. Soooorry. But I just ahd a walk and that song was randomly playing and I couldn't resist this little drabble >_<"
I was planning to write something for Tanabata, but as much as I'm spamming you with Tegomass I probably skip that v.v


However, on we go to the drabble.

Title: Song for you
Pairing: Tegomass
Disclaimer: Nothing's mine, all is yours.
Rating: G
Summary: How to confess, if you can't say it.
A/N: short, pointless. Sorry. Tegoshi POV.


Song for you )
 
 
Mood: creative
Music: Michael Bublé- Song for You
 
 
Shaina
01 July 2009 @ 07:55 pm
My, my.... here I am again with a Fanfic.
Scold me, anyone, please. I'm writing way too much lately.


Title: Innocence
Pairing: Tegomass
Genre: Fluff, Comedy 
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: I own nothing; you own the world.
Summery: "I think I was underneath and Tegoshi topped"  is how Masuda summarized it so kindly for me.

A/N: This had been on my mind for a while now and I was actually surprised no one else came up with a fanfic for this so far. Or did I just miss it? If so, please point me at it! ^^
However, this is for [info]iolekei  because she's so very lovely and always writes such adorable Tegomass stuff <3
I know what you've said but I couldn't help it. I hope you'll read it, though, dear, and will like it at least a bit! ^^

Have fun!! ~~~~ ♥


 

Innocence )



 

 
 
Place: home
Mood: sleepy
Music: Ikimonogatari- Hanabi
 
 
Shaina
22 June 2009 @ 10:08 pm

... It's really not like I was bored. I actually just have too much of this in my head.
And, sunshine friends, I've promised some Tegomass Fluff a while ago, didn't I?

So, here we go with another Oneshot. I don't know how long I can keep it up, I've never been writing as much as recently, but it's probably just due to the end of Fade into the Background. I need something to write on and I lack inspiration for a Multichap fanfiction.
Aaaaah.

Okay, whatever~ I'm not insane or anything. *coughes*


Title: Easy Mathematics
Pairing: Tegomass /// with mentions of RyoPi ///
Genre: Lovely, oh, so lovely Fluff <3
Rating: Completely safe (as expected for fluff XD)
Disclaimer: I own nothing; you own the world.  
Summery: Some simple theories of Tegoshi.

A/N: May I add at this point that I wrote an Akame Multichap, so I actually like Jin? Don't get me wrong here, it's a fact that Tegoshi just can't lose XDDDDD

Have fun <3333



easy mathematics )
 
 
Place: home
Mood: dorky
Music: Ikimonogatari- Planetarium
 
 
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Title: Fade into the Background //You can't lose what you never had//
Pairing: Akanishi Jin X Kamenashi Kazuya (Akame to make it short XD) //KAT-TUN//
Genre: Romance, ANGST, lots of Fluff
Rating: NC-17 for this Chap
Disclamer: Do not own them. If anybody I'd like to own Ueda. But well... one can't have everything, right?
Summary: Kazuya is getting married and while watching him from the background Jin suddenly remembers their story. His thoughts are going back in time and he starts to regret and realize....
A/N: First of all: English isn't my mother tongue, but I tried my best and since I was living in the UK I'm pretty much used to write and speak it. But you're welcome to correct mistakes.

Chapter 16 Part II and Epilogue!  


Enjoy it!!! <3


Previous Chapters:
Prologue
First Memory: A Winter Illusion
Second Memory: All I want for Christmas...
Third Memory: Broken Promise
Fourth Memory: Losing Faith
Fifth Memory: Confessions

First Flashback: Still on my Mind

Sixth Memory: Missing

Seventh Memory: Powder Happiness
Eighth Memory: Best Friends and Lovers
Ninth Memory: Treat me right
Tenth Memory: If I'd let you go...

Second Flashback: Lose Myself

Eleventh Memory: Over
Twelfth Memory: Be with you
Last
Memory: What makes a Man

Third Flashback: Resistance
 
Fourth Flashback: Dreams



 

 

Last Chapter // Second Part )



 

Epilogue )





 

 
 
Place: home
Mood: satisfied
Music: Tegomass- Hanamuke
 
 

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Title: Fade into the Background //You can't lose what you never had//
Pairing: Akanishi Jin X Kamenashi Kazuya (Akame to make it short XD) //KAT-TUN//
Genre: Romance, ANGST, lots of Fluff
Rating: NC-17 for this Chap
Disclamer: Do not own them. If anybody I'd like to own Ueda. But well... one can't have everything, right?
Summary: Kazuya is getting married and while watching him from the background Jin suddenly remembers their story. His thoughts are going back in time and he starts to regret and realize....
A/N: First of all: English isn't my mother tongue, but I tried my best and since I was living in the UK I'm pretty much used to write and speak it. But you're welcome to correct mistakes.

Okay, folks, believe it or not, I finally made it:
It's the Last Chapter.

I guess, I'd have a million things to say, but this would turn out very, very long, what I can't effort since the whole chapter is already twice as long as a usual one.
*coughes*

I just want to say that I really, really hope you guys will like the ending and everything about it.
That said, there's nothing left for me to say than:

Enjoy it!!!


Previous Chapters:
Prologue
First Memory: A Winter Illusion
Second Memory: All I want for Christmas...
Third Memory: Broken Promise
Fourth Memory: Losing Faith
Fifth Memory: Confessions

First Flashback: Still on my Mind

Sixth Memory: Missing

Seventh Memory: Powder Happiness
Eighth Memory: Best Friends and Lovers
Ninth Memory: Treat me right
Tenth Memory: If I'd let you go...

Second Flashback: Lose Myself

Eleventh Memory: Over
Twelfth Memory: Be with you
Last
Memory: What makes a Man

Third Flashback: Resistance
 
Fourth Flashback: Dreams


 

Last Chapter )



 

 
 
Place: home
Mood: satisfied
Music: Tegomass- Hanamuke
 
 
Shaina
16 June 2009 @ 09:36 am


Okay, first of all: To all of you guys who wished me so much luck for my probations last week... THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH!!!!!!
I know I'm late with replying to these v_v Gomen ne. But I was really happy for all your kind words.
Unfortunately, it didn't work *laugh* I have a bad feeling about it, but let's wait for their answer in July! ^^

Anyways, thanks so much for always being there and so kind!! *happy*


I'm actually just halfway through with the last chapter of Fade into the Background. But it's already 10 pages in Word @_@ And there's still so much to come. Expect a looooooooooooooooong and eventful last chapter XD


This is, actually, what came to my mind this morning. Just a very short drabble, but I just had to write it down ^_^
Hope you guys enjoy it! ^^
<333

Title: Two things better
Pairing: RyOhkura
Disclaimer: You guys know the story. Johnny owns the world, ne~
Rating: completely safe. You know I love fluff <3 ^^
Summary: Ohkura likes freshly washed clothes.
A/N: ♥♥♥
Don't kill me for this, I just thought he was cute with his fetishes. 

Have fun X3~

 

Two things better )
 
 
Place: home
Mood: amused
Music: Arashi- Ashita no Kioku
 
 
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Title: Fade into the Background //You can't lose what you never had//
Pairing: Akanishi Jin X Kamenashi Kazuya (Akame to make it short XD) //KAT-TUN//
Genre: Romance, ANGST, lots of Fluff
Rating: from PG-13 to NC-17
Disclamer: Do not own them. If anybody I'd like to own Ueda. But well... one can't have everything, right?
Summary: Kazuya is getting married and while watching him from the background Jin suddenly remembers their story. His thoughts are going back in time and he starts to regret and realize....
A/N: First of all: English isn't my mother tongue, but I tried my best and since I was living in the UK I'm pretty much used to write and speak it. But you're welcome to correct mistakes.

For this time, it's just a short comment.

It was actually pretty difficult to write this chapter. I didn't quite know how to get those two together without them being together *laugh* Another confrontation would have been wrong and for a while I didn't know what to do.
But, I think, after all it turned out quite well.
While being in Sweden I couldn't really write, so I'm slightly late again. I'm sorry.

But, the next chapter is most likely the last one, so I'm planning a really long one and it will most likely take longer than usual. Be prepared!!

That said, enjoy this chapter. <3


Previous Chapters:
Prologue
First Memory: A Winter Illusion
Second Memory: All I want for Christmas...
Third Memory: Broken Promise
Fourth Memory: Losing Faith
Fifth Memory: Confessions

First Flashback: Still on my Mind

Sixth Memory: Missing

Seventh Memory: Powder Happiness
Eighth Memory: Best Friends and Lovers
Ninth Memory: Treat me right
Tenth Memory: If I'd let you go...

Second Flashback: Lose Myself

Eleventh Memory: Over
Twelfth Memory: Be with you
Last
Memory: What makes a Man

Third Flashback: Resistance
 

 

Chapter 15 )

 


 


 
 
Place: home
Mood: drained
Music: Tegoshi Yuya- Ai no Matador (Live at NWDP)
 
 
Shaina
Title: Too much (Part II)
Pairing: Tegomass
Genre: ANGST
Rating: Completely safe
Disclaimer: If I owned them, they'd be in Sweden next weekend, for sure v.v
Summery: Tegoshi changed and didn't just lose himself in the progress, but also Massu

A/N: It's somehow Tegoshi-centric from Massu's POV XDDD Yes, that makes sense *löl*

This is the sequel, or something like that, to this One-Shot I've posted a while ago. Same story again, just from Massu's point of view. You don't necessarily need to have read the first one to understand this, but well, they somehow fit each other... ^^


Have fun *ironical laugh* ^^;;


 

Too Much Part II )
 
 
Place: home
Mood: artistic
Music: Arashi- Ashita no Kioku
 
 
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Title: Fade into the Background  //You can't lose what you never had//
Pairing: Akanishi Jin X Kamenashi Kazuya (Akame to make it short XD) //KAT-TUN//
Genre: Romance, ANGST, lots of Fluff
Rating: from PG-13 to NC-17
Disclamer: Do not own them. If anybody I'd like to own Ueda. But well... one can't have everything, right?
Summary: Kazuya is getting married and while watching him from the background Jin suddenly remembers their story. His thoughts are going back in time and he starts to regret and realize....
A/N: First of all: English isn't my mother tongue, but I tried my best and since I was living in the UK I'm pretty much used to write and speak it. But you're welcome to correct mistakes.

I've actually planned to update Massu's POV of Too Much before updating this, but... well, Massu decided to make me depressed. Well, not actually him, and not Tegoshi either. But however, since the Tegomass Live was cancelled I somehow didn't really feel like writing about them. So, here we go with this chapter first.

Well... as for this chapter I've planned something completely different when I've written the Second Flashback back then (Of course, I had in mind back then what would happen when Jin finds Kazuya). This was supposed to turn out as short as the other flashbacks, but first I realized that the last chapter was the last memory and I can't title the chapters like that from now on. So, I decided to remain with Flashbacks from this one on and now it's as long as a usual chapter and, well... I actually wanted Kazuya to reject Jin in quite a mean way when he finds him, but after everything what happened in the past I realized it can't be that easy for them, so...

Will Jin find Kazuya? And what consequences does Kazuya have to face after running from his own wedding?

Muhahahaha. (The correct way to express it would probably be Wa Ha Ha, but yeah.. it's a Kat-tun Fanfic, damn it XDDDD) That's all I want to say. You probably think now, and when you start reading this chapter, I'm still not better than before, but... read just trough it, they're really improving! ^_^ I'm quite happy with this chap. Hope, it's realistic, after all ^^;;;

However~ Have Fun! ^^ (My comments get longer with every chap, I'm so sorry!!!!)


Previous Chapters:
Prologue
First Memory: A Winter Illusion 
Second Memory: All I want for Christmas...
Third Memory: Broken Promise
Fourth Memory: Losing Faith 
Fifth Memory: Confessions

First Flashback: Still on my Mind

Sixth Memory: Missing

Seventh Memory: Powder Happiness
Eighth Memory: Best Friends and Lovers
Ninth Memory: Treat me right
Tenth Memory: If I'd let you go...

Second Flashback: Lose Myself

Eleventh Memory: Over
Twelfth Memory: Be with you
Last
 Memory: What makes a Man


 

Chapter 14 )
 
 
Place: home
Mood: blank
Music: me-al art- Kyoumei
 
 
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Title: Fade into the Background  //You can't lose what you never had//
Pairing: Akanishi Jin X Kamenashi Kazuya (Akame to make it short XD) //KAT-TUN//
Genre: Romance, ANGST, lots of Fluff
Rating: from PG-13 to NC-17
Disclamer: Do not own them. If anybody I'd like to own Ueda. But well... one can't have everything, right?
Summary: Kazuya is getting married and while watching him from the background Jin suddenly remembers their story. His thoughts are going back in time and he starts to regret and realize....
A/N: First of all: English isn't my mother tongue, but I tried my best and since I was living in the UK I'm pretty much used to write and speak it. But you're welcome to correct mistakes.

This is the very last Memory, but that doesn't mean the whole fanfiction is over. We've just reached the last memory beore the wedding. There are chapters to follow after this!

So, well, Kazuya's getting engaged, Jin finds out, but is he able to do something about it? Is there even anything left for him to do?

On another note, I, of course, noticed that exciting and funny rumour of Jin and Tegoshi and well, look around my journal, I AM a Tegoshi fan, but those rumours were NOT the reason why I made Jin suffer like that in this chap. XD *LÖL* I'm not that crazy XDDDDDD
It was simply planned like this. And I promise it'll get better from the next chapter on. Happy End ahead ♥


Announcement:  Regarding my friending rules I would like to link you guys to this post. A lot of people I've never heard or read from before friended me lately, and I'm happy about that, but I suppose it's mostly people who read my fanfictions, so please, if you want to friend me because you want to have updates on them, follow that link ^^ 
Thanks a lot.    


Previous Chapters:
Prologue
First Memory: A Winter Illusion 
Second Memory: All I want for Christmas...
Third Memory: Broken Promise
Fourth Memory: Losing Faith 
Fifth Memory: Confessions

First Flashback: Still on my Mind

Sixth Memory: Missing

Seventh Memory: Powder Happiness
Eighth Memory: Best Friends and Lovers
Ninth Memory: Treat me right
Tenth Memory: If I'd let you go...

Second Flashback: Lose Myself

Eleventh Memory: Over
Twelfth Memory: Be with you

Chapter 13 )
 
 
Place: home
Mood: amused
Music: me-al art- Karsu no Kakera
 
 
Shaina
10 May 2009 @ 07:06 pm
Title: Too much
Pairing: Tegomass
Genre: ANGST
Rating: Completely safe
Disclaimer: I wouldn't have to go to Sweden if I owned them, would I?
Summery: Tegoshi changed and didn't just lose himself in the progress, but also Massu

A/N: It's Tegoshi-centric.

That idea had been in my mind for months now. Certain sentences where disturbing me while writing on Fade Into the Background today and I figured I couldn't go on with that story if I won't write this down, finally.
It's pure Angst, but well...if the response is good and people want me to, I'll probably write a second part.
If I'm in the mood I'll probably do it, however, since this ending is quite heart breaking T_T Let's see how long I can live wth it XD

Have fun! *ironical laugh*

 

Too much )
 
 
Place: home
Mood: mellow
Music: KAT-TUN- 春夏秋冬
 
 

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Title: Fade into the Background  //You can't lose what you never had//
Pairing: Akanishi Jin X Kamenashi Kazuya (Akame to make it short XD) //KAT-TUN//
Genre: Romance, ANGST, lots of Fluff
Rating: from PG-13 to NC-17
Disclamer: Do not own them. If anybody I'd like to own Ueda. But well... one can't have everything, right?
Summary: Kazuya is getting married and while watching him from the background Jin suddenly remembers their story. His thoughts are going back in time and he starts to regret and realize....
A/N: First of all: English isn't my mother tongue, but I tried my best and since I was living in the UK I'm pretty much used to write and speak it. But you're welcome to correct mistakes. 
Maaaaaaaaaan, I've lost you guys with the last chap, huh? Was ist due to the long wait? I'm sorry v.v

However, this chapter is so bittersweet again. Now that Jin and Kazuya are on bad terms with each other... and it's Christmas again.
How will Jin react to the fact that Kazuya got himself a girlfriend to spend it with?
And will Kazuya really spend his Christmas Eve with someone else than Jin?

WARNING: It's still quite drmatical, and somewhat angsty. Will it ever stop? XD   

Previous Chapters:
Prologue
First Memory: A Winter Illusion 
Second Memory: All I want for Christmas...
Third Memory: Broken Promise
Fourth Memory: Losing Faith 
Fifth Memory: Confessions

First Flashback: Still on my Mind

Sixth Memory: Missing

Seventh Memory: Powder Happiness
Eighth Memory: Best Friends and Lovers
Ninth Memory: Treat me right
Tenth Memory: If I'd let you go...

Second Flashback: Lose Myself

Eleventh Memory: Over


Chapter 12 )

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Thank you so much for reading!!!!

I've got my portfolio done today and will send out my application tomorrow, so from now on, things should go more smootly again. I have a lot of time to write again! Yay!
(Let's hope my excitement to see Tegomasu is not going to give me a Writer's Block XDDDDD .... This story won't continue if Tegoshi kills me *löl*)

Okay, enough rant. Sorry about that *löl*
<333
 
 
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Mood: calm
Music: Kanjani∞- Puzzle
 
 
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Title: Fade into the Background  //You can't lose what you never had//
Pairing: Akanishi Jin X Kamenashi Kazuya (Akame to make it short XD) //KAT-TUN//
Genre: Romance, ANGST, lots of Fluff
Rating: from PG-13 to NC-17
Disclamer: Do not own them. If anybody I'd like to own Ueda. But well... one can't have everything, right?
Summary: Kazuya is getting married and while watching him from the background Jin suddenly remembers their story. His thoughts are going back in time and he starts to regret and realize....
A/N: First of all: English isn't my mother tongue, but I tried my best and since I was living in the UK I'm pretty much used to write and speak it. But you're welcome to correct mistakes. 
So, this Chap... Jin is going to come back. Kazuya wants to make the best out of it, but things have changed a lot and Jin can't accept them. Are they able to make up?  

I'm honestly, truely sorry. I know this took way too long, but real life was keeping me quite busy lately. It was difficult to find time to write, but from next week on, I'm going to have more free time again.
I hope you guys are still with me? ^^;;;

WARNING: The end of this chap is pure Angst.   

Previous Chapters:
Prologue
First Memory: A Winter Illusion 
Second Memory: All I want for Christmas...
Third Memory: Broken Promise
Fourth Memory: Losing Faith 
Fifth Memory: Confessions

First Flashback: Still on my Mind

Sixth Memory: Missing

Seventh Memory: Powder Happiness
Eighth Memory: Best Friends and Lovers
Ninth Memory: Treat me right
Tenth Memory: If I'd let you go...

Second Flashback: Lose Myself



 

Chapter 11 )
 
 
Place: home
Mood: awake
Music: me-al art- Yume ni Saku Hana
 
 
Shaina

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Title: Fade into the Background  //You can't lose what you never had//
Pairing: Akanishi Jin X Kamenashi Kazuya (Akame to make it short XD) //KAT-TUN//
Genre: Romance, ANGST, lots of Fluff
Rating: from PG-13 to NC-17
Disclamer: Do not own them. If anybody I'd like to own Ueda. But well... one can't have everything, right?
Summary: Kazuya is getting married and while watching him from the background Jin suddenly remembers their story. His thoughts are going back in time and he starts to regret and realize....
A/N: First of all: English isn't my mother tongue, but I tried my best and since I was living in the UK I'm pretty much used to write and speak it. But you're welcome to correct mistakes. 

THIS is just the second flashback, so it's very, very short (just as the first one). Real life is a little busy right now... I just need to settle things here in Germany and get everything sorted... I've started with Chapter 11, but I'm not nearly done, so you need to be patient for a little longer.
I'm very sorry !!!!! I'm updating this now, instead of posting it with the new chapter, because I don't want to make everyone wait for so long~

WARNING: Very short update? v.v  

Previous Chapters:
Prologue
First Memory: A Winter Illusion 
Second Memory: All I want for Christmas...
Third Memory: Broken Promise
Fourth Memory: Losing Faith 
Fifth Memory: Confessions

First Flashback: Still on my Mind

Sixth Memory: Missing

Seventh Memory: Powder Happiness
Eighth Memory: Best Friends and Lovers
Ninth Memory: Treat me right
Tenth Memory: If I'd let you go...

 

 

Second Flashback )
 
 
Place: home
Mood: amused
Music: News- Koi no ABO
 
 
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Title: Fade into the Background  //You can't lose what you never had//
Pairing: Akanishi Jin X Kamenashi Kazuya (Akame to make it short XD) //KAT-TUN//
Genre: Romance, ANGST, lots of Fluff
Rating: from PG-13 to NC-17
Disclamer: Do not own them. If anybody I'd like to own Ueda. But well... one can't have everything, right?
Summary: Kazuya is getting married and while watching him from the background Jin suddenly remembers their story. His thoughts are going back in time and he starts to regret and realize....
A/N: First of all: English isn't my mother tongue, but I tried my best and since I'm living in the UK at the moment I'm pretty much used to write and speak it. But you're welcome to correct mistakes. 

Other than that... it's not the final chapter, but just as Chapter 5 it is something like a end of a part of this fanfiction again. After realizing in the last chapter that things are going too far between them, what is Jin deciding to do? And how will Kazuya react?

WARNING: This is extremely angsty, I suppose.

Previous Chapters:
Prologue
First Memory: A Winter Illusion 
Second Memory: All I want for Christmas...
Third Memory: Broken Promise
Fourth Memory: Losing Faith 
Fifth Memory: Confessions

First Flashback: Still on my Mind

Sixth Memory: Missing

Seventh Memory: Powder Happiness
Eighth Memory: Best Friends and Lovers
Ninth Memory: Treat me right

 

Chapter 10 )
 
 
Place: bedroom
Mood: sleepy
Music: News- Games of Love
 
 
Shaina

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Title: Fade into the Background  //You can't lose what you never had//
Pairing: Akanishi Jin X Kamenashi Kazuya (Akame to make it short XD) //KAT-TUN//
Genre: Romance, ANGST, lots of Fluff
Rating: from PG-13 to NC-17
Disclamer: Do not own them. If anybody I'd like to own Ueda. But well... one can't have everything, right?
Summary: Kazuya is getting married and while watching him from the background Jin suddenly remembers their story. His thoughts are going back in time and he starts to regret and realize....
A/N: First of all: English isn't my mother tongue, but I tried my best and since I'm living in the UK at the moment I'm pretty much used to write and speak it. But you're welcome to correct mistakes. 
After finding to each other as they did in the last chapter, this turns out not so happily, I guess. Akame is facing overwhelming problems. Oh man, this is angsty, it really is v.v I hope, you'll like it, though.

And this point, I just want to say THANK YOU who read it so far!
Special Thanks are going to Audrey for always encouraging me to go on and Brini of course. After all, this fanfiction is written just for the two of you~ Kame Girl and Jin Girl XD Yay!
And then Lia, for helping out with my bad English v.v You're awesome, dear!!

Okay, now I let you read XDD
Thank you so much, guys!!! *happy*

Previous Chapters:
Prologue
First Memory: A Winter Illusion 
Second Memory: All I want for Christmas...
Third Memory: Broken Promise
Fourth Memory: Losing Faith 
Fifth Memory: Confessions

First Flashback: Still on my Mind

Sixth Memory: Missing

Seventh Memory: Powder Happiness
Eighth Memory: Best Friends and Lovers


 

Chapter 9 )
 
 
Place: bedroom
Mood: bored
Music: Westlife- Love takes two
 
 
Shaina

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Title: Fade into the Background  //You can't lose what you never had//
Pairing: Akanishi Jin X Kamenashi Kazuya (Akame to make it short XD) //KAT-TUN//
Genre: Romance, some Angst, lots of Fluff
Rating: NC-17
Disclamer: Do not own them. If anybody I'd like to own Ueda. But well... one can't have everything, right?
Summary: Kazuya is getting married and while watching him from the background Jin suddenly remembers their story. His thoughts are going back in time and he starts to regret and realize....
A/N: First of all: English isn't my mother tongue, but I tried my best and since I'm living in the UK at the moment I'm pretty much used to write and speak it. But you're welcome to correct mistakes. 

Again, I have to apologize for the delay, but honestly, for this chapter I took all my time, since it's probably the most beautiful and peaceful one for the whole fanfiction. 
I don't have much to say. I just hope you're going to like it.

Previous Chapters:
Prologue
First Memory: A Winter Illusion 
Second Memory: All I want for Christmas...
Third Memory: Broken Promise
Fourth Memory: Losing Faith 
Fifth Memory: Confessions

First Flashback: Still on my Mind

Sixth Memory: Missing

Seventh Memory: Powder Happiness


 

Chapter 8 )
 
 
Place: bedroom
Mood: lazy
Music: Johann Sebastian Bach- Pachebel's Canon in D (orchestral)